chapter 1!

So, yeah, this is my first actual life-post. I guess you could call it episode 1 on the wannarexic chronicles! yaay! LOL So to start i'm gonna tell you a bit about my background:


If you've read my previous post you'll know that i'm the oldest of my parents' 3 children (Me, and my two brothers, Alex and David). They are divorced, my father's married and has a 2 year old daughter(Sophie). My mom is currently dating a guy I don't think she really likes (she's been single 7 years, i guess she's desperate). But, anyhows, the thing is she is dating and the guy's not that bad. Oh, and btw i live with her, but see my dad often.


School: i'm basically your most average girl, not straight As, but just...average. Like, boys won't think "damn, she's so hawtt!" when they see me, but they won't think "Damn, what was God thinking about when he made her?"...they just don't think about me at all. Speaking about boys, I guess it's time to tell you all about my crush...


OK, we're actually Danny and Sandy (from Grease...i love musicals). He's bad, smokes, sleeps in class, etc, etc. I'm good, dnt smoke, dnt drink, and i actually try to pay attention in class. My friends say i'm too good for him, his friends say he's too good for me (well, they probably dnt talk about me, but whatever) I've done everything I could possible think of to impress him, but as you can imagine...what i considered mean and bad-ass was plain boring to him. So, for him I am the girl to copy on a math test (i am actually very good at math, it's my best subject)--but for me, he's...almost an obsession. Anyway, you'll be hearing lots from him too, trust me.



And now for a big part of my life: wannarexia (you can look in my first post for a more detailed definition). The thing is I'm not hot, or sexy. See, I'm not even skinny. When I read Seventeen, I usually go to the "curvy all over" section. And I hate it, and I've tried to get fit every way I can... but I can tell you calorie-counting and celeb trainer routine-based workouts are much, much harder than people imagine.

Well, I hope I haven't bored u with my introduction-ey stuff...it will get better but u have 2 understand where everythings coming from...ish...

xO.
Me =)